Blood on my mind

blasts. death. blood. gore. crying. injured. calls. panic. rumours. killed. bombs. stations...
*^%$#@!()&^

each time i believe i have left behind anger
immature urges to murder
basic instinct that says get violent
curse
kill
curse
kill
...
wipe the scum off this earth
kill
kill
beat
hit
destroy
...

God ... why ...
leave my city alone ... leave my country alone ... let us all be ...
live
and
let
live

damn you
die
... hurt